Listen to loud music in my car and have sing alongs anytime we drive anywhere
Take ridiculous pictures/videos with me
Give me kisses randomly. <3
Bust out in dance sessions in public places
Make 11:11 wishes with me
Have that certain style and personality that matches up with mine where she can give me butterflies
Send me goodnight/goodmorning texts
Accept that she needs to help me sometimes when it comes to communication
Out-do me in attempting to scream during breakdowns and failing miserably
Take naps with me, and fit perfectly when we lie down together
Have faith in me
Mean it when she says she won’t hurt me
So okay, maybe it won’t be the easiest search but when I find her it will be worth the wait.
There is many a girl who wants this same stuff, let me tell you. We all want the same thing, really (but I’ve not known many guys who will say what you just said). I had all this (and more) once with a boy; I had all of this, plus wrestling matches that I never won and crayon drawings of us as dinosaurs and secret post-its and really ugly cupcakes and napping in tents indoors and slushie runs and showing up at my door with wildflowers that he pulled over to pick off the side of the road because he thought I’d like them and I had perfection, and the list of perfection was so long that it would be obnoxious to put all of it on a tumblr post… and then all of a sudden I didn’t. I didn’t have any of it. He removed himself from my life, and I from his. It sucked, it left a mark, and it hurt…and it still does. And even though what was a good thing (even a great thing) turned into a bad thing, so bad that it’s almost to make me never want it again because I’ve seen what it can do to me…I still have the hope that one day I’m going to find something even better than what that was…and not just with a boy…with the boy.
I bet you’ll find a girl, maybe even more than one. But maybe you’ll find the girl first, before having to sort through all the ‘a girls’. That would be even better.